YOU FOUND ME!
Dang.. you nosey...
I haven’t seen anyone do anything like this before, so to me..this is MY original idea..okay…
Any who, I love to write, draw, sing, paint, dance, cook, chile….listen...as I get older I am falling more and more in love with my artistic self.. Okay… so yeah.. You wanna hang with me in my die-a-ray?? (you have to pronounce it that way in order for it to rhyme..)
Raise your hand if you’re nosey!!
Raise your hand if you wanna get to know me!!
Welcome boo. I love you!
What I Need
Butterflies do not start their lives with beautiful wings, they must first go into solitude and evolve inside of their sacred cocoons. What I Need references this process as Ellaye describes how she evolved into a beautiful butterfly and is now ready to take on the world. Solitude to evolve begets independence, however, true independence requires the understanding of balance, which includes being open to help just as much as doing it yourself. This idea is also incorporated into the song with the phrase: “I’ll take some help if you want to give it to me, but, I'm okay all day..” This line marks the beginning of the second verse of this empowering song of independence and working for what you have. This upbeat song is a positive mantra to be played on repeat, as it sounds better the more you hear it.
“Air just makes me want to dance. The progression of the song is next level and feels so right.”
No capitalization.. I made this song while warming up my vocals. I had a bright idea one day and said..
“I’m going to warm up my voice over some music..”
Then.. uhh ohh.. I made a whole song...
“I mean..umm.. Do I really have to explain this one?.. I mean.. Well, you know..”
“Okay, listen, I’m not condoning tasting any and everyone you date..yukers of the yukies.. Okay.. but for sho.. When you’re in a committed relationship..and YOU feel like it.. I mean..well see it’s even more to it than that, but, long story short, if you want to, do it..”
“Whoa.. this song is super sexy to me.. Especially the beginning...yuh!!
So here’s the skinny for really.. I was fantasizing.. Period.. I believe that when I meet the love of my life, we’re going to know really early if we’re going to be together forever. Listen if you are with someone for longer than a few months and you still are not sure?? Move on honey, cause that is not your forever person. okay…..”
“This song was made after an uncomfortable breakup with a guy I dated for a couple of years”.. “I was genuinely over him, but I was literally pulling from my emotions at the time when I made the song. We were not together anymore, I didn’t want him back, but, we were still messing around..” “Okay, maybe, I wasn’t fully over it..yet..but the point is.. That’s what the song was about”
The Never End
Time and Time again
i wonder what would make me give in
why do i keep going
where am i headed - the path to the never ending
short stories fill my head
shot down and repeats again
yes, the cycle
where do we begin
the never end
who can find me on this lost journey within
didn't think of this as a sad moment until I went within, and came back out
looking for the right way to go
wondering if I'm going the right way
I was always on the right path
i know how to find my way around
but then i wonder,
when will the searching stop
why do I feel lost again
round and round I head
back around the circle
the never end
The How Come
Who what when where and why
cause i hesitate to think and contemplate
to wonder what would come next
to ensure control over the next move
don't like not knowing what to do
loud and wrong is a fear
fears are bad cause there is really nothing left to fear
so i do
no need to quit, no need to stop
who is sending me negative vibes, you suck
cause i'm on top, cause, I'm all i got
and i know that
no need to worry or go back
to the past, the way i used to be
nothing left there for me
but old jokes, stagnation and misery